Another month, another negative pregnancy test

I’m sorry about venting, but I’m just getting a little frustrated! I know I shouldn’t complain because there are a lot of women out there who have been trying to get pregnant for years, but I am very impatient! Peter and I have been trying for a good 6 months and still nothing. Again, I know that’s not a long time, but I can’t help but begin to worry. I want to be able to say that I’m leaving it in the Lord’s hands, but I just keep wondering why it’s not happening. I hear so often of people who just start trying and get pregnant right away and I know I need to stop stressing out so much about it, but it’s hard.

Anyway, I just needed to vent my frustrations! I know I’m probably being a little silly, but I’m just feeling like I already am so far behind as far as having kids and it’s the one thing I want most in life right now. So many of the girls I’ve grown up with already have a couple children and, since I got married a little later in life, I need to catch up! Alright, I’m done! No more whining from me…I just have to get through this “baby-fever” phase and relax. I know that’s when it will happen!